I can't write if nothing happened abruptly that it touches my heart, forcing me to write.
I can't express what I think if I have no trigger.
I don't simply write what I think I should because it shouldn't be written without any good intention.
I write to make others know what I've been thinking about something.
I write to express the burden of keeping heavy thoughts and I just want to let it go.
I'm an observant. I look at things differently and try not to judge like how the others are judging.
I try to put myself into it and judge how I would react without thinking the others' opinion because what's happening is only felt by the individual, not as collective.
I can't think, I can't write. I can't simply write.
Sometimes it is impossible.
But to give, I need to gain. I need to earn in order to provide.
In that case, I need to ponder harder, I need to at least tadabbur a single, simple thing happen in the universe.
Pray. For. Me.